The Secret Garden

Social Media

Resources for Survivors and Victims

https://www.amazon.com/Escaping-Emotional-Abuse-Healing-Deserve/dp/0806540508

Suggested Reading

Escaping Emotional Abuse: Healing the Shame You Don’t Deserve by Beverly Engel

The Emotionally Abusive Relationship by Beverly Engle

https://www.amazon.com/Emotionally-Abusive-Relationship-Abused-Abusing/dp/150126205X

Psychopath Free by Jackson Mackenzie (great for relationships with a Narcissist)

https://www.amazon.com/Psychopath-Free-Expanded-Emotionally-Relationships/dp/0425279995/ref=sr_1_2?dchild=1&keywords=psychopath+free&qid=1601758526&sr=8-2

Suggest Videos from The Divine Self

Is the Narcissist “Happy” With Their NEW Supply?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QVnf3vhUiA&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=3&t=1s

The Narcissist and Their NEW Supply

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvampF-QpEM&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=4&t=6s

Why the Narcissist Wants You Back

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3w3JelXPiFk&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=5&t=555s

The Secret Garden Podcast on ALL Major Podcast Channels (click below for a direct link)

iTunes: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-secret-garden/id1528679352

Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9mZWVkLnBvZGJlYW4uY29tL3RoZWRpdmluZXNlbGZzZWNyZXRnYXJkZW4vZmVlZC54bWw=

Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/ecc98e21-ab44-4d92-8155-d8a2d784f78c/The-Secret-Garden

Pandora: https://www.pandora.com/podcast/the-secret-garden/PC:49331?part=PC:49331&corr=podcast_organic_external_site&TID=Brand:POC:PC49331:podcast_organic_external_site

iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-the-secret-garden-70625598/

Podbean: https://thedivineselfsecretgarden.podbean.com

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/5jrYTBblUIYKTkPs3qcLSA

TuneIn Radio: http://tun.in/pj0ND

https://soulfulpower.com/

Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/the-secret-garden-the-divine-self-host-maegan-fzFlYgb_6Pw/

Also, on Deezer, Pocket Cast and Castbox

S2: Ep8 You Have the Power with Christian de la Huerta

May 9, 2021

S2: Ep8 You Have the Power with Christian de la Huerta

Joining Maegan in the garden today is Christian de la Huerta. Christian and Maegan take a deep dive into the soul and find the power from within. So many survivors of Narcissistic abuse feel stuck in their abusive relationships and feel they have lost their power. It takes a paradigm shift to change the way you see reality and close the cognitive gap that keeps you in this mindset. Christian is an expert at helping people change that mindset and empowering them to unleash their true power from within.

Christian de la Huerta

With 30 years of experience, Christian de la Huerta is a sought-after spiritual teacher, personal transformation coach, and leading voice in the breathwork community. He has traveled the world offering inspiring and transformational retreats combining psychological and spiritual teachings with lasting and life-changing effects. An award-winning, critically acclaimed author, he has spoken at numerous universities and conferences and on the TEDx stage. His new book, Awakening the Soul of Power, was described by multiple Grammy Award–winner Gloria Estefan as “a balm for the soul of anyone searching for truth and answers to life’s difficult questions.”

Book

Awakening the Soul Power by Christian de la Huerta

https://www.amazon.com/Awakening-Soul-Power-Heroically-Yourself/dp/1735059005/ref=sr_1_1?dchild=1&keywords=awakening+the+soul+power&qid=1620584893&sr=8-1

Website

@SoulfulPower

TEDx

https://soulfulpower.com/media-center/video-library/

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/christian.delahuerta.1

Insta: https://www.instagram.com/christiandlh/

LinkedIn: https://www.linkedin.com/in/christiandelahuerta/

Goodreads: https://www.goodreads.com/author/show/391544.Christian_de_la_Huerta

Join Maegan Below

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Social Media

Resources for Survivors and Victims

Pandora: https://www.pandora.com/podcast/the-secret-garden/PC:49331?part=PC:49331&corr=podcast_organic_external_site&TID=Brand:POC:PC49331:podcast_organic_external_site

The Secret Garden Podcast on ALL Major Podcast Channels (click below for a direct link)

iTunes: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-secret-garden/id1528679352

Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9mZWVkLnBvZGJlYW4uY29tL3RoZWRpdmluZXNlbGZzZWNyZXRnYXJkZW4vZmVlZC54bWw=

Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/ecc98e21-ab44-4d92-8155-d8a2d784f78c/The-Secret-Garden

iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-the-secret-garden-70625598/

Podbean: https://thedivineselfsecretgarden.podbean.com

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/5jrYTBblUIYKTkPs3qcLSA

TuneIn Radio: http://tun.in/pj0ND

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDdVPqRWFapbr5qfXB4EkQQ

Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/the-secret-garden-the-divine-self-host-maegan-fzFlYgb_6Pw/

Also, on Deezer, Pocket Cast and Castbox

S2:Ep7 The Narcissistic Cycle of Abuse with Dr. Sammy Baya

April 25, 2021

S2: Ep7 The Narcissistic Cycle of Abuse with Dr. Sammy Baby

Dr. Sammy Baya brings his knowledge to the garden and the cycle of abuse. So many people wonder why they cannot leave or why the victims stay in toxic and abusive relationships. It’s all because of the cycle of abuse. The Narcissistic Cycle of abuse is, idealization, devalue and discard. The cycle will continue to go around and around until someone decides it is enough and they break the cycle. Breaking these cycles of abuse can be very challenging because a trauma bond forms during the cycle and can make it very challenging for the victim to see they are stuck in the cycle of abuse.

Dr. Sammy Baya

Join Maegan Below

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Social Media

Resources for Survivors and Victims

Pandora: https://www.pandora.com/podcast/the-secret-garden/PC:49331?part=PC:49331&corr=podcast_organic_external_site&TID=Brand:POC:PC49331:podcast_organic_external_site

The Secret Garden Podcast on ALL Major Podcast Channels (click below for a direct link)

iTunes: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-secret-garden/id1528679352

Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9mZWVkLnBvZGJlYW4uY29tL3RoZWRpdmluZXNlbGZzZWNyZXRnYXJkZW4vZmVlZC54bWw=

Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/ecc98e21-ab44-4d92-8155-d8a2d784f78c/The-Secret-Garden

iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-the-secret-garden-70625598/

Podbean: https://thedivineselfsecretgarden.podbean.com

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/5jrYTBblUIYKTkPs3qcLSA

TuneIn Radio: http://tun.in/pj0ND

https://shelby-kulzer.mykajabi.com/

Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/the-secret-garden-the-divine-self-host-maegan-fzFlYgb_6Pw/

Also, on Deezer, Pocket Cast and Castbox

S2: Ep6 Manifest Your Best Self and Raise Your Vibration with Shelby Rose

April 15, 2021

S2: Ep6 Manifest Your Best Self and Raise Your Vibration with Shelby Rose

Joining Maegan in the garden today is the life and business coach Shelby Rose from The Soul Alignment Guide. The energy in the world today has been so heavy has made us stop and take a look at the areas we are stuck. Raising your vibration will help you manifest everything ever wanted and more. Shelby and Maegan give you tips and tools to raise your vibration.

Shelby Rose

Podcast

https://shelby-kulzer.mykajabi.com/podcast-lab

Join Maegan Below

The Divine Self

Social Media

Resources for Survivors and Victims

Pandora: https://www.pandora.com/podcast/the-secret-garden/PC:49331?part=PC:49331&corr=podcast_organic_external_site&TID=Brand:POC:PC49331:podcast_organic_external_site

The Secret Garden Podcast on ALL Major Podcast Channels (click below for a direct link)

iTunes: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-secret-garden/id1528679352

Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9mZWVkLnBvZGJlYW4uY29tL3RoZWRpdmluZXNlbGZzZWNyZXRnYXJkZW4vZmVlZC54bWw=

Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/ecc98e21-ab44-4d92-8155-d8a2d784f78c/The-Secret-Garden

iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-the-secret-garden-70625598/

Podbean: https://thedivineselfsecretgarden.podbean.com

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/5jrYTBblUIYKTkPs3qcLSA

TuneIn Radio: http://tun.in/pj0ND

https://www.littleshaman.org

Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/the-secret-garden-the-divine-self-host-maegan-fzFlYgb_6Pw/

Also, on Deezer, Pocket Cast and Castbox

S2:Ep5 What is a Narcissist? With Narcissistic Abuse Expert The Little Shaman

March 28, 2021

S2: Ep5 What is a Narcissist? With Narcissistic Abuse Expert The Little Shaman

Society does injustice for those that are spun into the web of a Narcissist. We say the word “Narcissist” so loosely that when you actually encounter a Narcissist you have no idea you are about to be idealized, devalued, discarded, abused, and repeat over and over again. Narcissistic abuse expert The Little Shaman is in the garden tells us what a Narcissist is, what are the signs and how do you get out of the vortex of a Narcissist.

The Little Shaman

A spiritual coach and a narcissism specialist. She has a popular YouTube show and clients worldwide. Working on opening a Holistic Healing Center & Spirit Clinic in the Deep South area. She believes in natural living, natural healing, and natural medicine.

Connect with Little Shaman

Workshops

https://www.littleshaman.org/workshops

YouTube

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCnr7eQQzbj01-Js_Exsr6vg

The Divine Self

The Divine Self YouTube Channel

Social Media

Resources for Survivors and Victims

https://www.amazon.com/Escaping-Emotional-Abuse-Healing-Deserve/dp/0806540508

Suggested Reading

Escaping Emotional Abuse: Healing the Shame You Don’t Deserve by Beverly Engel

The Emotionally Abusive Relationship by Beverly Engle

https://www.amazon.com/Emotionally-Abusive-Relationship-Abused-Abusing/dp/150126205X

Psychopath Free by Jackson Mackenzie (great for relationships with a Narcissist)

https://www.amazon.com/Psychopath-Free-Expanded-Emotionally-Relationships/dp/0425279995/ref=sr_1_2?dchild=1&keywords=psychopath+free&qid=1601758526&sr=8-2

Suggest Videos from The Divine Self

Is the Narcissist “Happy” With Their NEW Supply?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QVnf3vhUiA&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=3&t=1s

The Narcissist and Their NEW Supply

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvampF-QpEM&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=4&t=6s

Why the Narcissist Wants You Back

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3w3JelXPiFk&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=5&t=555s

The Secret Garden Podcast on ALL Major Podcast Channels (click below for a direct link)

iTunes: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-secret-garden/id1528679352

Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9mZWVkLnBvZGJlYW4uY29tL3RoZWRpdmluZXNlbGZzZWNyZXRnYXJkZW4vZmVlZC54bWw=

Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/ecc98e21-ab44-4d92-8155-d8a2d784f78c/The-Secret-Garden

Pandora: https://www.pandora.com/podcast/the-secret-garden/PC:49331?part=PC:49331&corr=podcast_organic_external_site&TID=Brand:POC:PC49331:podcast_organic_external_site

iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-the-secret-garden-70625598/

Podbean: https://thedivineselfsecretgarden.podbean.com

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/5jrYTBblUIYKTkPs3qcLSA

TuneIn Radio: http://tun.in/pj0ND

Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/the-secret-garden-the-divine-self-host-maegan-fzFlYgb_6Pw/

Also, on Deezer, Pocket Cast and Castbox

S2: Ep4 NOW is the Time! Release the Narcissist and Be A Warrior with Dana Rexx

March 21, 2021

S2: Ep4 NOW is the Time! Release the Narcissist and Be A Warrior with Dana Rexx

So much is going on this month of March. It was International Women’s Day; the Spring Equinox on March 20^th and March 21^st represents a day to face our inner resistance. Finding our resistance and releasing it helps us to grow into the beautiful divine souls we were always meant to be. Dana Rexx joins us in the garden to talk about being the worriers in our life and letting go of toxic cycles, societal norms, and unhealthy traditions.

Dana Rexx

Dana, whilst born in Belgium, was raised in Greece, surrounded by mythology and stories of gods and goddesses. Inspirited by fearless heroines like Athena, Hera & Aphrodite, Dana channels this Warrior spirit into her music, exploring the boundaries between tribal rhythms and cinematic pop with an epic edge.

Heavily influenced by cutting-edge artists like Eurythmics, Cher and Lady Gaga, together with cult movements like Rocky Horror and Mad Max, Dana writes about embracing a dark past, overturning outdated norms of society, and overcoming rather than succumbing to love and loss. In contrast, her show is big, upbeat, and danceable, showing off her colorful nature.

Early on Dana has embraced what it means to be truly independent, not only in life but also in her music career. She oversees all aspects of the creative process, from writing her own songs to styling her look and even producing and editing her own music videos.

Dana is passionate about encouraging people to unveil their inner Warrior by changing how they perceive themselves. She has made it her mission to uplift and empower fans across the globe by creating a world through music, performance, and community, where people can connect and express their ideas freely and where society’s archaic ideas are no longer the norm.

“Inside each of us, there is a powerful force caged by culture, tradition, and outdated teachings that suppress our best qualities and cripple our true creativity.
Fight for your right to be yourself! ALWAYS!

Campaign

#stoptheabuse
#danarexxlovesyndrome

Shareables: https://bit.ly/campaignshareables

Helplines EU: https://www.wave-network.org/wp-content/uploads/WAVE_folder180919_low.pdf

Helplines USA: https://www.solacewomensaid.org/get-help/are-you-afraid-or-being-hurt

Love Syndrome: https://fanlink.to/lovesyndrome

Dana Rexx social media

Website: https://www.danarexx.com/

Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/danarexxofficial

Instagram: https://instagram.com/danarexx

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/danarexx

Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/danarexx

The Divine Self

The Divine Self YouTube Channel

Social Media

Resources for Survivors and Victims

https://www.amazon.com/Escaping-Emotional-Abuse-Healing-Deserve/dp/0806540508

Suggested Reading

Escaping Emotional Abuse: Healing the Shame You Don’t Deserve by Beverly Engel

The Emotionally Abusive Relationship by Beverly Engle

https://www.amazon.com/Emotionally-Abusive-Relationship-Abused-Abusing/dp/150126205X

Psychopath Free by Jackson Mackenzie (great for relationships with a Narcissist)

https://www.amazon.com/Psychopath-Free-Expanded-Emotionally-Relationships/dp/0425279995/ref=sr_1_2?dchild=1&keywords=psychopath+free&qid=1601758526&sr=8-2

Suggest Videos from The Divine Self

Is the Narcissist “Happy” With Their NEW Supply?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QVnf3vhUiA&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=3&t=1s

The Narcissist and Their NEW Supply

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvampF-QpEM&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=4&t=6s

Why the Narcissist Wants You Back

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3w3JelXPiFk&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=5&t=555s

The Secret Garden Podcast on ALL Major Podcast Channels (click below for a direct link)

iTunes: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-secret-garden/id1528679352

Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9mZWVkLnBvZGJlYW4uY29tL3RoZWRpdmluZXNlbGZzZWNyZXRnYXJkZW4vZmVlZC54bWw=

Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/ecc98e21-ab44-4d92-8155-d8a2d784f78c/The-Secret-Garden

Pandora: https://www.pandora.com/podcast/the-secret-garden/PC:49331?part=PC:49331&corr=podcast_organic_external_site&TID=Brand:POC:PC49331:podcast_organic_external_site

iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-the-secret-garden-70625598/

Podbean: https://thedivineselfsecretgarden.podbean.com

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/5jrYTBblUIYKTkPs3qcLSA

TuneIn Radio: http://tun.in/pj0ND

https://www.shanisilver.com/about

Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/the-secret-garden-the-divine-self-host-maegan-fzFlYgb_6Pw/

Also, on Deezer, Pocket Cast and Castbox

S2: Ep3 Reframing Your Mindset Around Being Single with Shani Silver

March 10, 2021

S2: Ep3 Reframing Your Mindset Around Being Single with Shani Silver

In the garden today Shani Silver joins Maegan to discuss a new way of looking at being single. Society today has such a bad stigma around being single and one of the main reasons we stay with a Narcissist. We also tend to repeat patterns of dating one narcissist to another because we don’t like being alone or single. Maegan and Shani discuss empowering yourself to live your best single life and reframe your mindset on being single.

Shani Silver

Hello, I’m Shani Silver, a writer based in Brooklyn.

I host A Single Serving Podcast and I am the editor of Atta Girl. If you’d like to read my work, Medium is the best place to start, though The Single Girl Syllabus is also nice.

I created A Single Serving Podcast because I believe single women deserve more than dating content. Dating content reiterates to us (endlessly) that we’re wrong, bad, pathetic, desperate, or lacking something by not having a partner. This creates a lot of single misery that we don’t deserve. Singleness isn’t something that’s wrong, but society’s shaming of single women most certainly is.

I’m interested in women living authentic, full, happy lives where “finding someone” is not our primary purpose—we are our primary purpose. I look forward to being in a wonderful relationship, I just refuse to be miserable in the meantime.

A Single Serving Podcast

https://www.shanisilver.com/podcast

The Divine Self

The Divine Self YouTube

Social Media

Resources for Survivors and Victims

https://www.amazon.com/Escaping-Emotional-Abuse-Healing-Deserve/dp/0806540508

Suggested Reading

Escaping Emotional Abuse: Healing the Shame You Don’t Deserve by Beverly Engel

The Emotionally Abusive Relationship by Beverly Engle

https://www.amazon.com/Emotionally-Abusive-Relationship-Abused-Abusing/dp/150126205X

Psychopath Free by Jackson Mackenzie (great for relationships with a Narcissist)

https://www.amazon.com/Psychopath-Free-Expanded-Emotionally-Relationships/dp/0425279995/ref=sr_1_2?dchild=1&keywords=psychopath+free&qid=1601758526&sr=8-2

Suggest Videos from The Divine Self

Is the Narcissist “Happy” With Their NEW Supply?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QVnf3vhUiA&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=3&t=1s

The Narcissist and Their NEW Supply

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvampF-QpEM&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=4&t=6s

Why the Narcissist Wants You Back

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3w3JelXPiFk&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=5&t=555s

The Secret Garden Podcast on ALL Major Podcast Channels (click below for a direct link)

iTunes: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-secret-garden/id1528679352

Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9mZWVkLnBvZGJlYW4uY29tL3RoZWRpdmluZXNlbGZzZWNyZXRnYXJkZW4vZmVlZC54bWw=

Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/podcasts/ecc98e21-ab44-4d92-8155-d8a2d784f78c/The-Secret-Garden

Pandora: https://www.pandora.com/podcast/the-secret-garden/PC:49331?part=PC:49331&corr=podcast_organic_external_site&TID=Brand:POC:PC49331:podcast_organic_external_site

iHeartRadio: https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-the-secret-garden-70625598/

Podbean: https://thedivineselfsecretgarden.podbean.com

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/5jrYTBblUIYKTkPs3qcLSA

TuneIn Radio: http://tun.in/pj0ND

Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/the-secret-garden-the-divine-self-host-maegan-fzFlYgb_6Pw/

Also, on Deezer, Pocket Cast and Castbox

S2: Ep2 Navigating the Legal System with A. David Youssefyeh, Esq.

February 25, 2021

S2: Ep2 Navigating the Legal System with A. David Youssefyeh, Esq.

Trying to understand the legal systems is overwhelming, but having to do it with a combative Narcissist is a nightmare. A. David Youssefyeh, Esq joins Maegan in the garden to talk about the different kinds of courts, what to expect when filing a lawsuit or going through the criminal justice process. David talks about how to find an attorney, where to file for a restraining order or protection order and tips and tools to protect yourself when going through the legal process with a narcissist.

David specializes in complex business, tort, real estate, employment, criminal and personal injury litigation, as well as real estate transactions, where he has directed the negotiations and closings for scores of real estate acquisitions, developments, dispositions, sales, financing and other transactions, with an aggregate value of more than $1 billion dollars. He is admitted to practice before the State Bar of California, U.S. District Court, Central District of California, U.S. Bankruptcy Court, Central District of California, U.S. District Court for the Northern District of California, U.S. Bankruptcy Court, Northern District of California, U.S. District Court for the Northern District of Texas, U.S. District Court for the Southern District of Texas, and the U.S. 9th Circuit Court of Appeals.

David graduated from Loyola Law School, where he was a Staff Writer and an Editor of the Entertainment Law Journal. Previous to law school, he completed his undergraduate studies in International Finance at the University of Southern California (USC).

Prior to entering private practice, David was a Judicial Extern for the Honorable James M. Ideman, U.S. District Court, and clerked for the Federal Deposit Insurance Corporation (FDIC), the U.S. Attorney’s Office, and Bet Tzedek Legal Services.

He is active both in the legal community and the community at large, and is, among other things, a past Chair of the Remedies Section of the Los Angeles County Bar Association, the Treasurer, and member of the Judicial Evaluations Committee of the Mexican American Bar Association - Political Action Committee (MABA-PAC), member of Consumer Attorneys Association of Los Angeles, member of the Los Angeles County Bar, Member of the Indigent Defense Panel, Volunteer Coach for The North Hollywood Debate Team and a graduate of the FBI CREST Program. On several occasions, David has also been invited to speak by Bar Organizations and schools on legal issues.

The Divine Self

The Divine Self YouTube

Social Media

Resources for Survivors and Victims

https://www.amazon.com/Escaping-Emotional-Abuse-Healing-Deserve/dp/0806540508

Suggested Reading

Escaping Emotional Abuse: Healing the Shame You Don’t Deserve by Beverly Engel

The Emotionally Abusive Relationship by Beverly Engle

https://www.amazon.com/Emotionally-Abusive-Relationship-Abused-Abusing/dp/150126205X

Psychopath Free by Jackson Mackenzie (great for relationships with a Narcissist)

https://www.amazon.com/Psychopath-Free-Expanded-Emotionally-Relationships/dp/0425279995/ref=sr_1_2?dchild=1&keywords=psychopath+free&qid=1601758526&sr=8-2

Suggest Videos from The Divine Self

Is the Narcissist “Happy” With Their NEW Supply?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QVnf3vhUiA&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=3&t=1s

The Narcissist and Their NEW Supply

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvampF-QpEM&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=4&t=6s

Why the Narcissist Wants You Back

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3w3JelXPiFk&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=5&t=555s

The Secret Garden Podcast on ALL Major Podcast Channels (click below for a direct link)

iTunes: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-secret-garden/id1528679352

Google Podcasts: https://podcasts.google.com/feed/aHR0cHM6Ly9mZWVkLnBvZGJlYW4uY29tL3RoZWRpdmluZXNlbGZzZWNyZXRnYXJkZW4vZmVlZC54bWw=

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https://www.amazon.com/Escaping-Emotional-Abuse-Healing-Deserve/dp/0806540508

Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/the-secret-garden-the-divine-self-host-maegan-fzFlYgb_6Pw/

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S2: Ep1 Escaping Emotional Abuse with Beverly Engle

February 17, 2021

S2: Ep1 Escaping Emotional Abuse with Beverly Engle

Welcome Back to Season 2 of The Secret Garden Podcast. Maegan is so excited to have all of you back in the garden with her and joining us for the lunch of this incredible season is Beverly Engle. Maegan and Beverly dive deep into emotional abuse and give amazing tips and tools to start to see the signs of abuse, learn how to ground yourself and connect to your body when disassociation happens.

Beverly Engel is an internationally recognized psychotherapist and an acclaimed advocate for victims of sexual, physical, and emotional abuse.

The author of 23 self-help books, her latest book is entitled, Escaping Emotional Abuse: Healing the Shame You Don’t Deserve. Engel is a licensed marriage and family therapist, and has been practicing psychotherapy for 35 years.

Beverly’s books have often been honored for various awards, including being a finalist in the Books for a Better Life award. Many of her books have been chosen for various book clubs, including One Spirit Book Club, Psychology Today Book Club and Behavioral Sciences Book Club. Her books have been translated into many languages, including Japanese, Spanish, Chinese, Korean, Greek, Turkish and Lithuanian.

In addition to her professional work, Beverly frequently lends her expertise to national television talk shows. She has appeared on Oprah, CNN, and Starting Over, and many other TV programs. She has a blog on the Psychology Today website as well as regularly contributing to the Psychology Today magazine, and has been featured in a number of newspapers and magazines, including: Oprah Magazine, Cosmopolitan, Ladies Home Journal, Redbook, Marie Claire, The Chicago Tribune, The Washington Post, The Los Angeles Times, The Cleveland Plain Dealer, and The Denver Post.

Escaping Emotional Abuse: Healing the Shame You Don’t Deserve by Beverly Engel

The Emotionally Abusive Relationship by Beverly Engle

https://www.amazon.com/Emotionally-Abusive-Relationship-Abused-Abusing/dp/150126205X

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Resources for Survivors and Victims

https://www.amazon.com/Escaping-Emotional-Abuse-Healing-Deserve/dp/0806540508

Suggested Reading

Escaping Emotional Abuse: Healing the Shame You Don’t Deserve by Beverly Engel

The Emotionally Abusive Relationship by Beverly Engle

https://www.amazon.com/Emotionally-Abusive-Relationship-Abused-Abusing/dp/150126205X

Psychopath Free by Jackson Mackenzie (great for relationships with a Narcissist)

https://www.amazon.com/Psychopath-Free-Expanded-Emotionally-Relationships/dp/0425279995/ref=sr_1_2?dchild=1&keywords=psychopath+free&qid=1601758526&sr=8-2

Suggest Videos from The Divine Self

Is the Narcissist “Happy” With Their NEW Supply?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-QVnf3vhUiA&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=3&t=1s

The Narcissist and Their NEW Supply

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NvampF-QpEM&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=4&t=6s

Why the Narcissist Wants You Back

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3w3JelXPiFk&list=PLxuBXlo2NMFa4ZLvNvXmebNvtp8FGv7fa&index=5&t=555s

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Listen Notes: https://www.listennotes.com/podcasts/the-secret-garden-the-divine-self-host-maegan-fzFlYgb_6Pw/

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S1: Ep17 Managing Expectations While Having Gratitude with Jae Day

December 17, 2020

Managing Expectations While Having Gratitude with Jae Day

The lovely Jae Day joins Maegan in the garden to talk about managing expectations while in a toxic relationship. Life has so many expectations already and when we have high expectations with a narcissist it is really hard to stay grounded. Narcissists are good at empty promises and saying they will deliver your dreams to then turn around and abuse you and not deliver those expectations. Finding gratitude in those moments can help ease the pain of the letdown, keep you connected with you, and raise your vibration to begin to gain your control back of your own expectations. Staying connected to who you really are is key in dealing with a Narcissist.

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S1:Ep16 Recovering from Toxic Relationships and Narcissistic Abuse with Meg

December 10, 2020

Recovering from Toxic Relationships and Narcissistic Abuse with Meg

Today, Maegan and Megan visit in the garden to talk about the recovery process from abusive and toxic relationships. When you finally say no more with a Narcissist and find the courage to choose you it can be really hard to break the trauma bond. Having the tools to fully recover, take your power back, and regain control over your life is one of the most empowering journeys you will ever take in your life. It can feel very lonely when you leave a Narcissist, and we are here to tell you that you are not alone. Today you will hear the stories of others who have very fulfilling and loving lives once they do the work, break the trauma bond, go no contact, and empower themselves.

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